Sunday, November 9, 2008

; kiss kiss

"I'm serious baby."

Serious about what?

"Serious about you.."

Everybody go AWWWWW.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

; sometimes love just ain't enough

Someone once told me:

"You can't wash, you can't cook. You spend money like water and you're the most temperamental creature on earth. When it comes to a relationship, your only redeeming quality is that you can make the one who loves you a very happy man. That is, if you want to."

I don't know how can I, even if I was born to make you happy. When I'm not happy myself...

Something somewhere's got to give. As sharing this relationship gets older.. older.

There are times it seems to me, I'm sharing you with memories. I feel it in my heart but I don't show it. And then there's times you look at me, as though I'm all that you can see. Those times i don't believe it's right.

You know I'd fight for you but how can I fight someone who isn't even there? I had the rest of you now I want the best of you, I don't care if that's not fair.

Cos I want it all, or nothing at all.
Is it all, or are we just friends? Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call?

Friday, October 24, 2008

; have you singing all night night night

As amazing as the human brain may be, it has its limitations. Including an exhaustible capacity for memory storage.

So here I am, documenting my relationship the best I can with words though they are pathetically inept as tools to express. But they at least, preserve a skeleton, and I can fill in rosy flesh come one day I reminisce.

Because I'm praying for a lifetime's worth of memories with you, and I don't ever, ever want to forget a thing.